Ohoho, so here I am, tangled up in yet another girlcrush, but this time...I'm not sure if I want to keep it a crush or if I should try to proceed...
The subject of my young love is my dear friend Linn, one of the most creative persons there is. She will draw, sew or handcraft anything you wish, and she'll do it WELL! Last christmas, she gave me a handcrafted princess crown, it's so very beautiful I hardly dare to wear it...
I talked with Linn on the phone a few days ago, when she told me a sort-of-friend of ours's been hitting on her for quite some time. She herself wasn't interested at all in our friend, but when hearing this, I realized two things;
1. I was a bit jealous, and not the friend-jealousy, but that longing feeling in your chest jealousy gives you have when someone you love (meaning love-LOVE-Valentine-and-all-that-jazz) shows interest in someone else. Not that Linn did, but I was worried that she WOULD be interested in him.
2. Linn has no idea what a fantastic and amazing person she is. No idea at all.
So, what I thought I'd do was this; I'd write Linn a letter to tell her everything I love about her. But, as soon as I started, I realized that what I was writing was a LOVE letter, not a friend letter. I'm also having...those kinds of fantasies about her. I'm...somewhat scared that this isn't a crush anymore, even if I'm enjoying myself. *sigh* But she'd never agree to have a girlfriend, I'm sure.